Date: Mon, 1 Jan 2001 21:18:41 EST
Subject: That's Life 1
Disclaimer: If you are not 18 or the legal age in the state you live then
please leave now. This is a story of two gay teens if this is not to your
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with out the authors consent.
Damn another day, I have to get up and head to school, I hate it. Let me
introduce my self, hello my name is Britain Adams, I am 13, I know you must
be wondering what I look like well I will tell you. I am about 5'5 110 lbs
soaking wet, with dark red hair and dark blue eyes. I live in Savannah Ga,
and I go to Wilder Middle school. Oh yeah I almost forgot I am gay.
I know you must be wondering if my parents know I am gay yes they do know
and trust me at first it was a shock to them I think it is because of how
they found out. You see it is like this, one day me and my best friend at
the time Billy Roberts were up in my room, at first talking you see me and
Billy have been messing around since we were 10, three years ago well we
went from just messing around to really liking each other, one day last
about two months before my parents found out I was gay I told him, he
looked at me at first I thought he was going to get mad and yell and stop
be my friend well I did have tears in my eyes but I think it was because I
wanted to still be his friend and I thought he didn't want to be mine.
Billy just smiled at me then leaned in and kissed me, talk about the shock
of my life, well that's life. I was happy and smiled at him, from then on
when ever we were alone we would talk and kiss and mess around. Well one
of the things that I wanted to do and I wasn't sure he did was slow dance.
Hey even at 13 I knew I was a romantic.
One day me and Billy were in my room slow dancing, we didn't hear my
parents car pull up nor did we hear the door down stairs open or them
coming up the stairs to my room. Billy and I were slow dancing and I
remember pulling my head back from his shoulder, hey what can I say I am
short and he was taller I will always be short hehe, but hey that's life.
Any ways we were dancing and as I said I pulled my head from his shoulder
and looked him in the eyes and told him I loved him, he told me he loved me
then he leaned down and kissed me, it was so beautiful and romantic, well
it was until my mom gasped and we jumped apart. You should have seen us,
we jumped about 5 feet apart, I looked at my parents and I had tears in my
eyes as did my mom and Billy. I didn't know what to say or do and I wasn't
sure my mom knew either. My dad just turned and went down stairs to me
that was his way of rejection. Mom turned and left us and then Billy got
on his shoes gave me a quick kiss, told me he was sorry then ran down
stairs and out the door. I heard the front door slam, I didn't know what
to do and I was scared, scared my parents were going to disown me and
scared that they were going to kick me out. I laid on the bed and cried, I
must have fallen asleep, the next thing I knew it was dark and there were
whispered voices, I pretended to sleep and just listened.
"So what do you think?" asked my mom I was assuming that she was talking to
"Well if he is gay then so be it, we can't change it and we know that we
didn't do anything to turn him gay, what can I say that's life."
"You're right dear of course, I just want him to be happy that is all.
Should we wake him or let him sleep it is almost 8 and I know he must be
"Naw let him sleep, and when he gets up then we can eat. We can sit down
tomorrow and talk then." with that they left, I had tears in my eyes but
this time they were tears of happiness.
I just laid there for about 10 more minutes then got up and headed down
stairs, I didn't look into the living room as I headed to the kitchen but I
could tell that they were following my every move. I went to the fridge
and pulled out some makings for a sandwich, after I made them, I grabbed
some chips and sat down at the kitchen table, even though I knew how they
felt I still couldn't face them not yet. A few minutes later my dad came
in. He grabbed some coke got me some milk and sat down in front of me.
"Hey sport how are you feeling?" he asked. I just looked at him and nodded
my head. "That is good, I just wanted to tell you...." his voice faltered
for a minute then out of know where a smile came on his face and he looked
at me "Son me and your mother don't care if you are gay or even bi, as long
as you are happy." when he said that I about chocked on my sandwich and
cried, I got up and hugged him.
"Oh dad I am sorry I am gay I don't want to be but I know in my heart I am,
as where my friends are starting to look at girls I only want to look at
them." I said as I cried. I just want to know one thing why in the HELL
are coming outs so painful and full of crying damn get over it already.
About that time mom walked in and we all sat down and had a long talk about
me being gay and how I felt. I told them everything and I mean everything
including the embarrassing parts, I blushed they giggled and blushed.
Well that was my coming out, it is over and now I am here a year later.
Billy moved six months ago and I haven't had a boyfriend since then. Now
it is time for school to start who knows maybe just maybe I can finally
find a boyfriend, or at least a PLAY mate hehe.
Well now lets start over ANOTHER DAMN SCHOOL DAY, I HATE THEM, hehe. I
finally got up took my shower and headed down to the kitchen for breakfast.
I ate talked with my parents then headed to the bus stop. I got there
about the time the bus pulled up, since I was one of the first stops, there
really wasn't anyone on yet. After a few more stops one of my friends got
on named Brandon, let me tell you about him, he is 5'8, 150 lbs, with brown
hair and green eyes, he is cute but not my type, I want a stronger guy
someone more masculine but hey what can I say what I want is a straight guy
those are the only types right hehe, if I had only known. We talked till
we got to school then got off the bus, as I was heading into the building a
voice called out to me standing there was another friend of mine named
"Hey Britain you even find another boyfriend?" he asked then started
laughing, I laughed too and replied.
"Nope the position is still available, what you want to fill it." he
laughed rolled his eyes then turned and finished his conversation, oh
didn't I mention I was out at school, to make a long story short a boy
caught me and Billy kissing in the bathroom one day, hey what can I say we
were horny and needed each other. Well it went around school that we were
gay, by that time Billy's parents knew about us and were cool I think they
hope it was a phase, probably glad to get him away from me...NAW hehe. Any
ways a few of the guys tried picking on me about it till a few 8th graders
put them in there place, what can I say you tutor a few people and they
help you, well Any ways after it was stated that whether I was gay or not I
was NOT to be hurt or harassed well lets say that things settled down real
quick, even though the Th graders aren't here anymore no one bothers me
about it, they see I am not a threat and we all joke about it. I have A
LOT of friends.
As I was walking to my home room I accidently bumped into this boy, well
lets say we collided and fell down. I was flat on my back and a few of my
friends came over to make sure we were ok, after we said yeah I finally
looked at the guy I accidently collided with, WOW what can I say I think I
feel in love. Standing in front of me was this guy that was about 5'8 or
5'9 150-170 lbs, with dark blonde hair and these deep and I mean deep green
eyes, I mean my friend WOW he looked HOT. I think I stopped breathing for
a minute. When I finally got my voice back it trembled.
"Umm.... hi.. I'm Britain, Britain Adams." I said sticking out my hands now
everyone who knows me knows that I am not shy so I know what some of the
guys around me must be thinking.
"Hi I'm Daniel Blackmore." he said taking my hand and shaking it. I knew I
held on a little longer then I should have when he giggled and asked for
his hand back, it was so soft I didn't want to give it back. I reluctantly
let him have his hand back. He made sure I was alright then headed to the
office to check in. I turned saw all my friends with smiled and a few
trying to suppress giggles, the boys bathroom was right there and I went
inside after checking to make sure all of the stales were empty and now one
was in there I screamed out loud. After that I heard the laughing, I came
back out blushing and my friends were there laughing at me.
"UHU OH he better look out I think Britain is on the prowl" one of them
said, I just smiled laughed then headed to class with cat calls and
whistles following me. I smiled turned flipped them off then headed to my
home room. A few of the girls came up to me in home room and asked me
about this new boy I told them his name and we sat around talking about
him. Hey what can I say I am fem and I can't hide it never could and never
will be able to but hey that's life, now get over it I have.
We talked till the teacher came in Mrs. Winters was real cool especially
about me being gay and we even joked about it. This time she got me.
"Britain next time you bumped into a boy please don't go scream I think you
took about 10 years out of the principle." she said smiling at me. I just
smiled nodded my head and slipped down in my seat. The kids around me
giggled as did the teacher. I laughed sat up right, Mrs. Winters started
talking about what was happening in school when the door opened and in
walks Daniel, I gasp a few of the girls look at me and giggle so does the
teacher everyone knows who I screamed about MY LIFE was going to be one big
joke but hey I can join hehe. He saw everyone looking at me and giggling
and gave me a weird stare. I just slipped down in my seat, Mrs. Winters
smiled took his name and add him on her call roll. She just had to have a
good time and have him sit right behind me, I know I blushed BIG time.
After a few minutes Mrs. Winters finished her discussion and the bell rang
a grabbed my stuff and walked out shooting Mrs. Winters a thanks for
nothing look. She stopped me.
"I sat him there so you wouldn't be staring and so you would listen to me."
she said smiling.
"Yeah right you just wanted to see me blush and squirm." I said smiling
back at her. She had this look like ^Ñwho me' I just nodded smiled and
walked out, hearing her laugh. I know what you must be thinking all of
these people laughing at me, well there not I know they are joking and they
know when to cut it out. The school knows I am gay and hey if I can joke
about it so can they, I don't mind besides I have A LOT of friends. The
first 4 periods were boring even though Daniel was in at least two of my
classes they were still boring with the exception that every teacher sat
Daniel behind me and smiled when I blushed and squirmed. Hey they love me
when I blush what can I say.
Lunch finally came and I went and got my lunch and sat at my table by my
self, for all of about 15 seconds then about 20 people, came and joined me,
hey I said I was popular didn't I. Well we all talked and of course the
topic was my scream in the boys bathroom, we all had a good laugh, till I
stopped laughing, everyone thought something was wrong and one boy even
said "hey Britain we were just kidding are you ok?" I couldn't answer my
eyes were locked on the boy in the lunch line, DANIEL. OMG he is SO HOT I
can't believe it. Well apparently one of the other guys noticed this and
got everyone ones attention. I didn't see Bobby get up and move his tray,
the next think I know Daniel sees me and smiles and comes up to the table.
"Hey mind if I join yall." he asked in a beautiful hypnotic voice, I
couldn't answer but Jared did that for me.
"Sure the only sit left is the one next too Britain why don't you sit
there." he said smiling. Upon hearing that I looked to my left and noticed
Bobby not sitting there I look to my right and found him at the end of the
table smiling. I just gave him the finger and he smiled and shock his head.
We all laughed at that.
"Man you do sure have a lot of friends." Daniel said.
"Yeah thanks, they are all nice and good to me. We have been friends for
ages." I replied with out looking up. I started to get nauseous. I was SO
nervous. I think Becky noticed because she started asking Daniel
questions, like where he came from? What he did for fun? Those sort of
questions they kind that you use ask to get to know someone. I just
listened learning more and more about him. I loved to hear his voice it
was just so beautiful.
Finally lunch was up and we headed in our own directions, that was gym for
me and I will tell you I was surprised when Daniel followed me and a few of
my other friends into the gym, turns out he had gym the same time as I did.
DAMN why did that have to happen, now I will NEVER get rid of this boner I
had. Hey he gave it to me hehe.
The rest of the school day went and Daniel was also in my last class of the
day, that is a fun class it is English, I enjoyed it because the teacher
was really cool. Her name was Mrs, Black and she was exceptional. Once
again she sat him behind me, I couldn't believe it she just looked at me
and smiled, I smiled back but blushed, thank God Daniel was sitting behind
me I am glad he didn't notice how much I blush.
Finally 45 minutes later the class was over and we were headed for home.
Daniel stopped me.
"Um Britain may I have your phone number? Maybe we could talk later
tonight." he asked in a sweet low voice. Once again my voice trembled.
"Surreee" I said. I scratched down my phone number and handed it to him as
he handed me his. I grabbed my book bag and left the room. I ran to my
locker grabbed the books I had homework in then headed to the bus, I sat
down and then the chants began.
"Britain likes Daniel" over and over I laughed as did the others and we all
had a good laugh before we got dropped off. On the way over I noticed that
the old Riker house was taken. It was s three story house made of brick I
was in it once and it is HUGE. I mean like 4 or 5 rooms, 4 ½ baths, a
kitchen, living room, family room, dinning room, a play room and a HUGE
back yard. I loved it. I noticed a blue BMW pulling into it and I will be
damned it Daniel Blackmore didn't get out of it. I couldn't believe it
Daniel lived three bocks from my house.
I finally got home I ran up stairs through my back pack in the corner,
stripped off my cloths laid down on my bed and took care of a very HARD
matter. 15 minutes later I was dressed covered in sweat and headed down
stairs fora snack.
Mom and dad got home about 5:30, dad was a real estate broker and mom was a
stock broker so we made a nice amount of money. We talked about my day and
there's. The usual for all of use except I told them about Daniel and the
fact that he lived three blocks away, my dad surprised me by telling me
that he is the one who sold them the house then mom said that his dad Bob
came in and started an investment. I couldn't believe it WOW. What else
could happen, well i'll be, they didn't let me down that is for sure. Turns
out that they hit it off so well and since we all live in the same
neighbors hood invited them over for dinner tomorrow night. I couldn't
believe it, Daniel was going to be here tomorrow and the best part is that
tomorrow is Friday, I couldn't believe it, but you know what like my dad
says THAT'S LIFE, now deal with it.
I hope you enjoy this story as much as I do. If you haven't read my other
story please do it is titled IN TIME, please let me know what you think.
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